Since you first developed an interest in kink, have your interests/perspectives changed? If so, how?
Last time, I questioned where to start the count from. As a child, I was into mind control, whump and animal transformation (unsurprisingly, I was obsessed with Animorphs). Of those three, animal transformation is far less appealing to me, and now I usually actively dislike mixing it with other kink content. Meanwhile, my interest in disabilities started around the start of puberty, and initially was focused on the top three for devotees – paralysis, blindness and amputation, but then it shifted to a focus on acquired neurological symptoms, especially incontinence, aphasia and apraxia.
Since I last did the thirty days of kink, my core interests haven’t changed. However, I’ve figured out a lot more about how my fantasy interests differ from what I enjoy in reality, and I’ve also explored a lot more about how to describe my dommy persona.
Hang on, just writing this, it occurred to me. I wonder if the reason I don’t like a lot of my kinks mixed with animal transformation is because my interest is more in self-transformation? And the idea of being the one receiving many of my other kinks actively repulsed me. Hmm, maybe that’s why Animorphs was so perfect for me, since the mind control and the shapeshifting had different targets? I also love the DC Martian powerset, and again, that’s self-shapeshifting, other-mind altering, usually.